“I want to forgive you & I want to forget you.”

It’s funny, when you trust someone with so much of yourself, despite all the warning signs you’ve been getting – flashing neon lights that you’re stepping into a danger zone but you go ahead anyway because you believe to give the benefit of the doubt and believe the best in people. You don’t trust people easily to give a part of yourself to, but when you do, you hold on to them like it’s the breath of air you need.

& so then it hurts, when you trust someone too much and then get your heart ripped apart to shreds with point blank betrayal.

It’s been happening one too many times but after each time you’re still left feeling a bit more hollow than before.

Maybe you’re just not that good enough a friend for others to actually be a good friend to, ever thought of that?