I’ve been feeling insecure in so many ways but I can’t explain nor show it to anyone, it would either kill me or them, and I would come off sounding selfish and self-centred but all I really want to do is let out a big sigh of.. exhaustion maybe, I don’t know. Exhaustion from trying so hard. Exhaustion from thinking too much. Exhaustion from living, basically.
I want to cry, I want to hurt, I want to feel pain, let me feel greater pain and make me stronger, don’t kill me in the process. I want to feel strong, be able to rise up higher than ever, be invincible.
Sometimes I confuse invincible with invisible.